He'd like to think this story is about him.
They say that sometimes the hardest thing to do is also the easiest thing to do. Break ups are never easy, but when someone becomes so comfortable with a person that breaking her down is alright with him, the only thing a female is left to do is defend herself against the beast.
I don't know how I got to the point above, but the one thing I do know is that I am me: no one more. No one less...and that's what I shall continue to do - the only thing I've ever known how to do. I do not wait for love. After the pain, after the misconceptions, after all of the tears that hit the floor, I know he is out there. I believe in love.
There was a period where you taught me how to tear myself into teeny, tiny pieces...there was a time where I almost let you break me down. In the midst of the most uncomprehensible pain and sadness, you were a millimeter away from cutting in so deep that you would have cut right thru me. He didn't. I never let you. I refuse to let anyone do so to me, or to another that I love. I'm stronger than I thought. You always are. If there's anything I can thank my ex-boyfriend for, it would have to be how he managed to make me that much more strong and independent, so I thank you.
"An inch. It is small and it is fragile, and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it, or give it away. We must never let them take it from us." -Valerie, V for Vendetta
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